Pride in yourself

There is a world out there
where innocence is not spared.
There is a time that comes
when life tells you beware.
There is a step you take
thats neither here nor there.
There is a season that starts
that seems to have no end.
There is a track you choose
that has only one bend.
Take care to choose wisely
as concequences only you must bear.
And be proud of your choices
as they make you who you are.

Treat me like a child

Needy eyes big and wide
secrets and mysteries
hidden inside
an active mind
so young yet old
thoughts are treasures
to behold
a wonderous glide
into the heart
sweet n naughty
tantalizingly nice
full to the brim
sugar and spice
I can be a handfull
thats all there is to say
So treat me like a child
I'ts better this way ......

dedicated to my friends

I discovered something
about myself
just the other day
I'm jubilant about the fact
That I can make you sway.
You, my friend
may not realise
the love I have for you.
If we want ,
together we can win the whole world through,
Earlier my sentiments
were pretty much confused
But now I am sure about the fact
That I love being friends with you.

child

With tear filled eyes,
and tortured emotions,
I am a child
with battered thoughts
and confused commotion
in my heart,
No one knows
whats goes on within me,
with tear streaked cheeks
i crave affection
with misplaced smile
and truthful lies
I want love
not fake devotion
with smouldering embers
of fiery anguish,
I am a child in a wrecked position...

Written when i was 18 :) based on a book i read which affected me deeply

Crying Heart

Lingering doubts
Cloud my mind
at thoughts of all
thats left behind
The searing pain
of love thats lost
the treasured tears
that know no cost
the heart decieves
the soul derives
from the fathomless torture
of the heart that cries

Cruel Deceptions

Staring at the cloudy sky
i wandered into oblivion
thoughts colliding of before and now
who was i and what am i ?

where did i go wrong with u?
why does this seperation eat me from inside?
i know im always not so nice
but friendship doesnt come at a price

and if it was a price u wanted
y didnt u just let me know
instead of tearing urself away from me
Instead of just letting go.....

when i trusted u with my heart and soul
when pleasing u was my ultimate goal
now because of u im hard like stone
i want to melt , i want to glow

but something inside holds me back
reminds me of that bitter pact
which changed my life entirely
when u said good bye for eternity

all i needed was a helping hand
a shoulder to cry on
an ear to hear my weathered pleas
and lips to utter sheer sympathy

all i needed was a friend and freindship so true
which i had asked and expected from u
but my dear u let me down
u crushed my heart and tore my soul

and today forever i let u go
every memory and time we shared
i cleansed myself from u
and from today forever i feel free and say to the world See the NEW ME :)

Confusions

When dreams are all i see
i wish to be free
i wish to fly in the open sky
and seek tranquility...

i have been watching
the shadows flitter by
the darkness the emptyness
surrounding me

i have been hoping
for an escape
for a guiding light
i have been waiting for tommorows all my life

i want to breathe
the freshly scented breeze
i want to see purity
but all i see is an endless road
on which i must walk all alone.

I seek your hand
to help me through
Ur love to make me strong
and i know u will stand by me
for thats where you belong.

Getting married on the 9th of june 2005 :p so pretty nervous
my weird thoughts and confusions

The Light of my Life

It sheds white tears
one by one
so pure and glistening
It sheds hot tears
one by one
so soft and so pleasing.
But one by one
as they fall down,
They turn so hard and unforgiving.
Just like a candle
I burn bright and new
Just like a candle
I shed tears
so white and so true,
and just like a candle
i burn continuosly till you are there,
But when you go away
And my light begins to fade,
i shed the last tear,
and burn out once again,
Waiting for your return
So that one day
I may burn brightly once again.

Mysteries

That breathless whisper
that taunting smile
Sometimes sweet
Sometimes vile
Face upon face
the mystery deepens
Step after step
the will power weakens
When night is not night
When day is not day
He will be rid of You
forever they say.....


This is my second peom to come in print
Published by United Press Ltd. in January 2010 written originally some time in 2003 or 4
in the book 'Fact and Fantasy'

Just One Promise

I wish i could
But I know I can't
Make promises that won't last.
I could promise
to bring you the stars
I could promise you
happiness forver
I could promise
We'll stay together.
I could promise to hold your hand
I could promsie to make you smile
I could promise to stop your tears
I could promise many things to you
But one promise I make
That I know from my heart is true
And this promise please hold forever
And that is , I Love You.

Baby Thoughts

Tiny Fingers
tiny toes
rosebud mouth
and cute button nose .
Downy hair
soft dewy skin
but naughty eyes
mischief within.
tinkling laughter
like music to ears
sunny smile
wipes away all fears
a loving hug
a spontaneous kiss
makes you feel
motherhoods a bliss
Makes you forget
those sleepless nights
a loving embrace is all you need
to feel how blessed having a baby can be.

Once in a While

Once in a While
i realize ..
i needed to see the light in your eyes
Once upon a time
it seemed to me
Your smile would be
All i would need
As disturbing as it may seem
Your thoughts
meant a lot to me ..
As time flies by
it dawns on me
thats such things
are never meant to be ...
It would be better
to leave such thoughts behind
a curtain
of fake emotions entwined
with the time that truely whiles away
leaving no traces
of love displayed...

Lost and Found

Looking for something once lost
and thought never to be found again,
time consuming activity yet
not all is regained ,
but bit by bit
and piece by piece
its coming together it seems
but still something is missing
lost yet in time unseen
puzzling though it may be
the countless lanes of irregularity
the memories come seeping through
trickling slow but true,
and once that missing link is found
and it all comes together
the scattered soul
will be a whole , tattered and bruised .
Reborn, renewed, rekindled passions aflame
the Soul breathes again.

My Love for books

Ever since I can remember , have loved to read and collect books . It started at the age of 5 when my baby brother was born and i was packed of to live at my aunt's place for some 15 days. My cousin introduced me to a world of books , Enid Blyton's Bimbo and Topsy , one of the first books that i read.... I guess i could say my love for books started then, and ever since then and in the past twenty years , having read over 2000 books , was always searching for one word which would describe this attraction i had towards not just the reading beacuse that can be done nowadays through the internet , but the actual holding of the book , the owning it, coveting it and collecting it religiously, I have hereby termed myself a Bibliophile.

Bibliophilia is the love of books . The classic bibliophile is one who loves to read, collect or admire books , often amassing great collections. I can relate to that since i hate to throw away even the smallest of books magazines, its been a dream to have a library of my own

Good Byes

When your soul decides to wander
through the gazeless skies
do not rent asunder those fathomless cries
the tears sweep down in quiet restraint
the fear sweeps through
yet you remain
Ever wonder why this happens each time
though you know its not you
who said good bye.......

Originally written long time ago.. posted it before on another blog but forgot password so i am copying all my work onto this one .... This poem is now in print ...
Published by United Press Limited
United Kingdom
in the book "Whispers on the Breeze"
Hope it brings pleasure to all who read it.....